Jenny H @lambdagrrl@computerfairi.es

Tired: horny on main
Wired: horny on oder

What if I started a website with the expressed goal of being "fictionmania with better politics"?

wondering if i should make a mood playlist for my penny stories but i think it might just end up being 80% kermes

@foxwitch@queer.af @Kyna huh, I didn't realise reader view did that

I'm currently working on ideas for book 2

@kara@witchcraft.cafe @foxwitch@queer.af @Kyna https://thunderandherbs.co.uk/prose/penny

your transition is over when the dysphoria starts to be outweighed by the existential terror

i feel like my whole life i am just stuck on input, and nothing i do will ever impact another person's life as much as the things they do impact mine

like, a massless particle in a gravitational field, bound to follow the whims of other entities but never able to have any influence

i feel like a ghost

yay the dissociation is back

wait, not yay

the other one

want to elaborate on this but actual words is energy

well i seem to have transitioned from debilitating dissociation and anhedonia to debilitating anxiety, woo

god damn i wish i was cis and straight and neurotypical and probably a bunch of other normative shit so i could relate to like 90% of people instead of 0.001% of them

i feel completely insignificant, like

i dunno, i decided to try to write for the people like me in the world and make them less lonely

but as far as i can tell there are about six people like me in this world and it's just made me more lonely

so that's a rousing fucking success

wait is it def tones or deft ones

so some friends of mine are on a podcast about trans stuff, this episode features trans people trying the kind of food cis people eat https://www.facebook.com/TheTandCakePodcast/posts/2204103946581185?__xts__[0]=68.ARAL99DvlekK37j7zeA3dL_pdxovUtxCaK16MI84yflQN987Z3xL4q3mT8q_N5QqUDi_Cl4zuPdC699Ryapp8nXRh5iDcQvEq8hrYdts6L3xqY0f4WC-79ekmF4IMgVaMkRGykCACq4lgdEB9qlIra0QP6GGS0Br2_ffyVV0bCJrFeIP8EPV8Is&__tn__=H-R

@mxsiege@octodon.social wait damn i should have made a joke about eggs

@mxsiege@octodon.social the Internet: come for the artificial life, stay for the gender identity crisis

blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarghle

@foxwitch@queer.af yeah, I imagine so, but... effort

and part of me doesn't want to know the number in case it's super low