kodi Mac (They/Them) @ChaoticSparkle@computerfairi.es

Good morning y'all

Honestly the hardest time I have with Masto now is that since my old account server got deleted I lost all the people I had been following and now I have to rebuild.

And also it's been hard enough for me to figure out what I'm doing these days on Birdsite, on here I feel a bit lost again. Like I forget what I should be doing or enjoying outside of just rambling.

I'm in a weird place in life right now and it's not helping, either.

ANYWAYS hey y'all. Hope today is going well for you.

Got this on my way to the gym earlier 💖🌈 - had to pull over to the side of the road to admire it for a bit.

https://computerfairi.es/media/gHneUlqjbeMVh6c1fHQ

@Spudman101
No.

@ghost_bird
Gotcha. It's a fine line tbh so hard to tell.
@Caelyn

@ruth
BAT TAPESTRY

@ruth
Omg Ruth yes

@ghost_bird
One of these days I'm going to actually look into it because it was my main instance. I just remember one of the mods went full-on terF so I took a break thinking when I came back later it would be taken care of....

Instead I came back to a deleted instance.
@Caelyn

I'm ready for work to end today so I can take my wife to Chili's gdi

Spending most my days as a higher level employee feeling like a fraud because stuff is REALLY DIFFICULT because I get the stuff that no one else can figure out.

Like I know it doesn't make me a fraud because I ask my peers sometimes for help and they're like "Wow wtf even is happening" and I'm over here like *SHRUGS LOUDLY* ahhhhh.

Opening up a level 4 (that's me) request for help today that starts off with "Hello level 4, I am so tired of this thing and have no idea what to do" and the reply directly before was "This situation is a nightmare" and I'm just like. Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

God I want a new tattoo.

@Caelyn
Fuck I'm sorry :/

Weird ramble: realizing I talk about drinking at least 9x more times than I actually drink anything. Like I had a flute of honey mead on... *looks at Instagram* July 20th. (And I may drink a flute of it tonight because it sounds good.)

But I talk about it sometimes like I drink weekly. And I do enjoy it, don't get me wrong, so it's probably why I do tlk about it. But if you actually look at my drinking habits it's highly misleading.