Penny!!! @PennyPennyPenny@computerfairi.es

@Balina (Penelope makes me happy and brings the warm fuzzy feelings and can also bearhug a shuttlecraft into scrap metal and juggle asteroids and she is a very good kitty!)

[unsure modem noise]

@PennyPennyPenny Cis, but I'm more comfortable and much happier with they/them. Comfortable with what my body is and w/some aspects of "typical" gender, but loathe a lot else. Really mega ace, but also feel bad about it and wishing I could feel the emotion & connection & desire that non-asexual people can at times, wondering a lot what that's like. This isn't really at all about OC stuff anymore I guess, just rambling and confused and letting stuff out heck

@PennyPennyPenny Anyway, like, Penny are helpful and led me to getting closer to coming to terms with and figuring out, like, myself. Still a long ways away ans can't nail it all down exactly, but I've at least gotten closer and close & comfortable enough to use some mainstream terms that folks understand. Close enough is good enough and removes so much confusion and headache and awkwardness that I've kinda settled.

@PennyPennyPenny "Yes but what if deeply unsettling terror was actually super cute and also had the potential to be an outlet for both sexuality you can't quite parse as well as kinks you can't quite grapple with and rationalize. But also you just want cute stuff and dumb computer jokes sometimes. And kitties!

I need to focus on more worldbuilding with Penny. Haven't done any since I made a spinoff OC, Penelope, a while ago. hecky

Penny are 1 part GIR, 1 part gray goo, 1 part 2006 internet advertising culture, many parts a swirling, discordant miasma of kinks and confused horny mixed with existential dread, and also 10 parts lolcats.

Yaya

Larger Than Life by The Backstreet Boys is still a good song

@distressedegg @UDNTNOME My gawds, yes, absolutely

@distressedegg @UDNTNOME It's the cocktail dress for when you want to scream "OF COURSE I HAVE THREE DEATH RAYS AND A SECRET LAIR BENEATH AN ABANDONED MINIGOLF COURSE!" But, like, with class.

@distressedegg @UDNTNOME Oh dang! I've had this saved for ages and it's basically the eveningwear compliment to that outfit!

https://ak1.ostkcdn.com/images/products/13008467/Sentimental-NY-Fishnet-Long-Sleeves-Knee-Dress-with-Cutouts-2afa24f7-bdfa-4a65-ac08-f77e90e5afa3.jpg

There are still quiet places online
Drives humm softly
Counters tick slowly
Screens don't pulse or flash
Soft glow, dim cyan burn in on LCD panes
There are still quiet places online
Visitors are few
Visitors are none
No one stays to say hello
But all still are welcome
There are still quiet places online
They're not forgotten
They're not alone
They're not gone
They're not dead
There are still quiet places online
And they are not empty
There are still quiet places online
And they're listening

@Nerts yaya!!!

It's pizza you can watch

In the tv screen

too much are never enough

soft friendly ear nibble

@Nerts cheers!!!

Penny learns how to curse and then there's just 100,000,000 cats perched on things happily yelling "FUCK!" at each other until human civilization is brought to its knees.

@PennyPennyPenny like a very cheap computer case

engulfed in foam

very soft

very bitey