Penny!!! @PennyPennyPenny@computerfairi.es

In happier news my motorcycle is not getting named, instead I'm making it a fursona! An opossum named Frank. It fits well I think!

On the other hand I answered a phonecall asking for me by saying "this is they" not "this is he" and that felt a little empowering.

I don't know how I feel I don't know how I'm supposed to feel and I don't know what to do

I don't want to come out to them as non-binary. I don't fear rejection or scorn, I'm lucky enough to have family that would be accepting regardless, but I am not ready for that bridge. I may never be.

I don't want to talk about not talking or how I'm feeling or that I'm not ok because nobody's ok nobody's fine anywhere right now.

Parents called again. I legitimately didn't hear my phone buzz instead of ignoring the call like I have been for the past...8 months. She sounded really sad. Worried. I don't know how much longer I can keep not talking and I still don't know why I can't bring myself to. Maybe there's a lot to say, maybe there's nothing to say, I just don't know don't know don't know don't know don't know don't know

So this happened!

Penny is mostly just Sbemail #118

Please cuddle all of the cats

Cats are tired

Just... tired

Look at this boy

BIG BOYS SOON

Need more stickers to put on my motorcycle helmet!

Not if more cats
When

Tomato season BEGINS

@fluxom_alt THIS IS SO COOL!!!!!!!!

Removed the pea plants last night. They were spent and the heat was becoming too much. The garden dinosaur lives again!