74 @asahi@computerfairi.es

i'm scared i don't even know what am i going to say
im forcibly going there

people usually don't even go there being forced to

it's going to go really badly
i dont want to go

and evne if it wasn't bad its a step on a too big of a turning point
and they don't get it

i am very scared

help

time is runing outt and

i dont want to go back to that

i dont know what to do

i'm still a little scared and overwhelmed from all that, but i calmed down since...

i was surprised

shoutouts to this pc98 indie game's hand drawn box art being considerably relatable

nobody knows anything

because they isolate me from everything control at a level i can barely explain to people who do not know
not even they know anything they believe they are good

nobdoy i ever reached believed anyting only them

please help me escape my family

i was dissociating and panicking badly and really not okay
so i drew something with the doodling tool in here to calm down
i don't know

i never expected cooking to be something i enjoyed and to find it calming, huh

it's tiring

i need community

the network of privileged clueless people

always worse by techbros no matter what

how allistic people can be so cluelessly fucked up, how non-mentally ill, abled people ~help~ so inmensely ignorant, condescending, utterly viciously harmful in ways so horrible that only we have any idea about