74 @asahi@computerfairi.es

calmed down
wanting to do things in a situation i can't handle
and being worse than i thought
and it's all breaking me apart
unable to take even basic self care i cant do most things and wiht all the stress and anxiety is just overwhelming

had a meltdown

the lifelong constant that is family tying and condition and situaion

closing my eyes falling into the dark dreams of cursed games

unfeeling

today is bad

i'm gay flowers
all of them

i'm gay!!!

i love my girlfriend so much

i love you @MiseryMyra

@MiseryMyra hey cutie

i love you <3

im gay

abolish the GICs 🖤

i'm so gay and love my girlfriend so much...

i love my girlfriend so so much

dissociation
frustrated at not being able to do the thing i was dissociating with
the dissociation was because Dysphoria which had been buried and now got to me
feeling lethargic
realizing i've been all my life abnormally lethargic and now i am certain i do have somehing physically wrong

i'm so lucky...

i love her so much...

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