Kieryn Darkwater 🐕 @bluepupboi@computerfairi.es

There's one more organizing pot I need to stir but I don't have the bandwidth to do so.

Maybe tomorrow.
I did enough today

#selfcare looks like rosé cider and star trek

https://computerfairi.es/media/z0QTb7YBTlsVkyaqgOw

It's just, visceral.

I should definitely make a pillow.

I mean the upside of this is basically bonus therapy and hopefully some adderall so worth it

I've just told a lot of the same stories this week and I'm tired now lol

And I get to break in a psychiatrist tomorrow at 8:30am!

(I'm just spent now)

I have new art in my office courtesy of @yimbysoc@twitter.com and @villain_ette@twitter.com 💙

People asked good questions, everyone wants solidarity, most people took my handouts. :3

Reconnected with people and announced queer brunch, brainstormed a lot of solutions.

I feel better about life 😍

I am I student but I am also an organizer

I will do the things

😍 (@ Laney College - @peraltacolleges in Oakland, CA) https://www.swarmapp.com/c/g5IPYgA8dJI

Yr boi is about to go teach their community college district about trans inclusion #selfie #transmasc

https://computerfairi.es/media/kw38pk2aGThA-aEFZ7w

Maybe after the panel I get myself some bubble tea and sit by the lake and get stoned and meditate.

Aesthetic #selfie

I remembered to make myself breakfast today.

I recently had an epiphany where I realized that bc I was responsible for meals as a kid, if my roommate eats breakfast and I don't my brain assumes I don't *need* to eat bc everyone else has.

So making breakfast on my own is really hard and maybe I need to do joint breakfasts for school again.

https://computerfairi.es/media/1KyxHvoPA7AmmvKVNxo

So all this is just getting wrapped up in a bunch of fatigue and imposter syndrome.

Community conflict + getting my vag checked out + synopsizing trauma, upcoming: discussing barriers at school bc trans + rehashing my childhood trauma with a new MH person for adhd.

I'm desperate for camping this weekend :P

I know it's from like three different triggers, and it's only still kicking because I'm too exhausted and have more emotionally draining things coming up that I need to prepare for so it's just a lot.

Depression has been slowly eating at me all week, so it's good to know that my uterus extraction didn't magically cure everything, ig. 🙃