thunderstorm crackle dream @hungrychangeling@computerfairi.es

how do i block the internet from showing me reposts of different people having the same misunderstanding of the TOS of *insert social media or internet platform here* over and over and over gain as has been having my whole life

@blausky and like....sometimes the tech dries out and is fine????

@blausky yeah :/
like totally makes sense to be upset, but also it is just a thing that sometimes happens with having technology?
and such a scary overreaction :c

so..
he left liquid vessels around his laptop & one of the animals knocks a cup over while noone is downstairs, the laptop is now wet
&
he gets upset @ the pet parents
& sobs, breaks things in his room, which can be heard thru the house
&
he then deletes all his ig posts, clears his profile pic, changes his name to be abt death, rewrites his bio to say he struggles 2 not kill everyone around him everyday
&
then sends a message to the group saying he has secretly hated all of us

vry grateful for spaces that honor sexuality in its many messy complex forms <3

Since it's become summer I have a crush on labyrinths now

pour one out for the Typist, she who fills the pages, ghost that animates and remembers

thank the Typist for the record of the words; the ability to spin our narrative

the same key documents at my work are saved in soooo many different places
and it is distressing

dancing in a tutu by the bbq to carly rae while the kids next door wave bye and hi over and over again 🥰 that summer night feel!

listening to cops talk about drones and it is exhausting
(at thia civil liberties day conference on policing data)
(also theu have talked about black mirror and the dark web soo much) (lol?)

sleepy and crying yesterday because people find me good and then a friend is like also you just are good
aaaaa

there is a person taking up overwhelming space at this conference and also having a profound experience it seems like
and
it is very difficult
like derailing the panelists persistently

went 2 get ice cream on the 1st warm night
& thought it seemed like i knew everyone bc my brain was tired
but i did in fact have connections to all 25 people in line
one from a workshop
one who used to hook up with an old friend
folx who came 2 parties my roommates had years ago

"wow you look like something out of a fairy tale" is my favourite kind of compliment and this wonderful beltane delivered it onto me

the way everything fades to background chatter

i had this piercing last come out last time i had group sex almost 2 years ago AND after a full moon to new moon wane full of group experiences the nose ring felt out in my sleep

the hole closed up and i have to commit to the ring again

@blausky so cool!