thunderstorm crackle dream @hungrychangeling@computerfairi.es

sometimes when yr brain is exhausted and everything feels prickly and words don't parse

@casey aaa!! 💕

🎶we don't need yr constitution🎶 listening to elders remember songs they sang on the 1981 Indigenous political action called the constitution express (look it up- its so moving)

a year of being a ferret caretaker today -what cool mischievous beautiful silly friends. they've taught me so much about play&rest, about clarity in boundaries, about being oneself, about going at ones own pace, about treasuring certain things very very much, about being too much, how to do it, how to rest for it, and most importantly about FUN

sometimes you get to be at yr girlfriends birthday karaoke and someone who used to love you and live with u gets so excited for the whole room to belt "somebody you used to know" and well 🎤just pretend like it was nothing🎤

affirmations like it's ok to be angry; it's ok to be wrong

but how do I treat others within my integrity inside of mistakes, inside of feelings, inside of harm that still happened

#ferrets

rowdy ferret determinedly climbed up and then onto and then walked on the keyboard and opened search

but regardless it is fucked for a social justice dental clinic marketing itself as different to not list their fees & say that's the norm when pushed as an excuse?

maaaay have broken up with my dentist because the receptionist said i had to pay double the cancellation fee for the second missed appointment
but now i feel guilty because maybe the receptionist just was rude and didn't actually read my email or see that i had just paid the previous fee? but then i still think it makes sense to break up? so like all breakups i want the satisfaction of being right and having closure

back on that hunger to know why my self is like this, body edition ( as opposed but not separate from mind edition)

electric bike as personal access spell

i understand this is a typical young professional problem, and also a typical problem in the library archive zone

like it used to be months for general interactions in the wold so a few days a to two weeks is pretty good

so excited to eventually close my brain lag so it`s not 3 days later when i process that something happened and how i felt about it

hunger to be both wild & taken serious

guess I need to dress more fancy even tho the office dress is vry casual (like folks wear jeans & t shirts)

what do when folks keep undercredentialling me and saying my job is being a digitizing assistant when actually i went to school & am working here as a professional when i don`t think it`s bad to be an assistant but i do want my work to be respected as the work that it is

thinking about how to be both generous & fierce