thunderstorm crackle dream @hungrychangeling@computerfairi.es

'a better more positive tumblr' is empty of female presenting nipples i guess
anyway holler at me if you know where the next blogging platform is at

in a dream blqnkets i have nevet seen before are familiar, marked with my scent

feedback//feedbake

Someone asked me if someone had made me my sweater & was surprised I had made it myself - been sad since. Thinking about the blend of Gender and presumption of my lack of competence /capacities

https://t.co/hMsnexFf09 fundraiser for folx being sued by gross professor for speaking out about his abuse

this gas station has 9 taps of kombucha with 5 different brands plus some more bottles

the intrigue the stumbling into an even bigger pnw city
when the bass , party beckons rumbling from underneath the queer pizza place
a mystery

how do i become someone who sexts

forever struggling with the feeling that *wanting* and *loving* and *caring* about others from my brain is just inherently predatory because the ways i relate and understand my feelings are non-normative

dignity/interdependence/lineage&legacy

https://bellocollective.com/kaitlin-prests-the-shadows-questions-the-dominant-culture-s-approach-to-romance-f2230ec06ca2

i have been so moved by the shadows, the heart folx new podcast. lots of feelings about desire, about a being weird wild one, about trying to love and love and love

practicing taking myself on dates full of presence in my own desires and body

it's been so long since i have felt the arc of a crush

a small joy: i can now do a cartwheel most of the time

i feel complicated about this day 4 all the wrong reasons - seeing folks coming out/updating people on pronouns, talking about how not everyone can come out + privilege, but also like
i am outed by my body; i read as a trans femme person, weird fag, i read as queer y'know? i can come out to specifics but my queerness isn't invisble

having a hi anxiety day and feeling all lonely and envious of co-workers connecting BUT then my co-worker reached out to me and i hung with her for a little bit in her office and it was nice (:::

sometimes when yr brain is exhausted and everything feels prickly and words don't parse

🎶we don't need yr constitution🎶 listening to elders remember songs they sang on the 1981 Indigenous political action called the constitution express (look it up- its so moving)

a year of being a ferret caretaker today -what cool mischievous beautiful silly friends. they've taught me so much about play&rest, about clarity in boundaries, about being oneself, about going at ones own pace, about treasuring certain things very very much, about being too much, how to do it, how to rest for it, and most importantly about FUN