nasty creachure 💕 @monsterrtrash@computerfairi.es

I think of stories almost episodically in my head just when my mind wanders. my kinky fantasies end up just kind of fitting in there with them. Even if the fantasy is really ridiculous I get the urge to make it tied to some sort of overarching plot and developed characters. I dont even really intend to do it a lot of the time it just kinda happens. its how i think. I see the kink stuff as sort of filler episodes that could fit in the story but arent essential to it.

I drew some sketches of a potential fetish comic or fic that takes place in sort of optional, in-between moments during the story of an actual, non-kinky f//f4 fanfic im working on. part of me wants to actually write and upload it but i already plan on writing and uploading the real fic online and id be afraid of people tracing them to each other and giving me crap for it.

Im one of those people like I blush super easily and embarrassment hits me like a truck so idk its endearing and comforting when others are like that too

Ppl blushing, being bashful or shy, or being a bit embarrassed is the cutest thing ever to me💕
Confidence has its own appeal but I have a soft spot for other people who get all flustered easily

Yoshitaka Amano made me gay
Shout out to him for making all of his character designs high fashion, high femme, and gorgeous af regardless of the gender of the character

having an eprocto kink and finding out the posts on mastodon are called "toots" absolutely sent me
not sure where it sent me to but it sure did do that

ppl can laugh at me for being weird all they want if they find out like... ill give it to them: a lot of my kinks are pretty objectively funny, but it aint wrong or something i should hate myself over. I dont deserve to be hated/made to feel ashamed of by anyone just because my kinks are "cringe". No one deserves that. We self loving and embracing our weirdness in 2019✌

me not that long ago: im so cringe why am i into such weird stuff i deserve to be so ashamed
me now: ok fuck it things suck in the world rn, my weirdest kinks have nothing morally wrong with them, and hating yourself for being weird or cringey is dumb. Im gonna stop being my own bully and try to hella indulge in my weird shit unapologetically.

i should not be allowed to have pencils, i WILL use them for evil given the oupportunity
(character is from f//f4, its ce//cil har//vey who ive been attached to since i was young)

Finally finished my F-List! I wanted a convenient way to organize my kinks so people know about what I'm okay/not okay with as easily as possible. I probably won't be using it to actually roleplay any time soon unless anyone I end up talking to prefers it.

https://www.f-list.net/c/monsterrtrash_kinks

hhhhhh I'm gonna have to go through my follows on my main, see who posts nsfw art and re follow them here...that takes time tho so I'm just gonna do it tomorrow

People don't take me seriously when I want to top because I'm pretty small and tend to be into people that are bigger and/or taller than me but for me that makes it all the more appealing💕