CW: griping about lack of communication
nothing like a bunch of people posting about 'things to do while we're all snowed in' or articles about winter activities because obviously everyone is right now to make me feel homesick and displaced and forgotten. i keep coming back to the fact that apart from three group chats on discord where other people regularly talk to eachother, i haven't recieved a direct message in a week, and it's so obvious just how unimportant i am in most people's lives
re: CW: griping about lack of communication
"why don't you reach out to people and let them know how you feel" because i do, and i'm sick of that being the only time people talk to me, when i'm imposing on them, when i step into their space when they're busy, i'm tired of people not recopricating this and just, assuming i'm fine without them talking to me. i haven't had someone start a conversation with me other than my wife in a week, maybe more. it starts to hurt a lot