When I signed up to GM Kusogrande season 5 I kind of just assumed it was a formality and I was a shoe-in. Current GMs got told not to bother with any of the "application" stuff and just put your name on the list.

We got told yesterday basically "If you appear in the new GM chat you're in otherwise you're out" and it's been radio silence since and suddenly I'm like... This reflects on my validity as a commentator and the validity of my outlook on what makes races like this "fun".

And suddenly I'm tense.