OC stuff
Penny are 1 part GIR, 1 part gray goo, 1 part 2006 internet advertising culture, many parts a swirling, discordant miasma of kinks and confused horny mixed with existential dread, and also 10 parts lolcats.
Yaya
OC stuff, kink, etc
@PennyPennyPenny "Yes but what if deeply unsettling terror was actually super cute and also had the potential to be an outlet for both sexuality you can't quite parse as well as kinks you can't quite grapple with and rationalize. But also you just want cute stuff and dumb computer jokes sometimes. And kitties!
I need to focus on more worldbuilding with Penny. Haven't done any since I made a spinoff OC, Penelope, a while ago. hecky
OC stuff, kink, etc
@PennyPennyPenny Anyway, like, Penny are helpful and led me to getting closer to coming to terms with and figuring out, like, myself. Still a long ways away ans can't nail it all down exactly, but I've at least gotten closer and close & comfortable enough to use some mainstream terms that folks understand. Close enough is good enough and removes so much confusion and headache and awkwardness that I've kinda settled.
OC stuff, sexuality, etc
@PennyPennyPenny Cis, but I'm more comfortable and much happier with they/them. Comfortable with what my body is and w/some aspects of "typical" gender, but loathe a lot else. Really mega ace, but also feel bad about it and wishing I could feel the emotion & connection & desire that non-asexual people can at times, wondering a lot what that's like. This isn't really at all about OC stuff anymore I guess, just rambling and confused and letting stuff out heck