Man, I should talk to a therapist about how much I panic when I get misunderstood. Like, Jesus Christ, even small misunderstandings make me panic so much. I’m pretty sure this is like a trauma thing bc my mom is super paranoid and she doesn’t believe anything I say, so she’ll accuse me of shit constantly and I’ll explain the misunderstanding to her and she just disregards it. Either way, this is a problem with myself I’ll have to fix, I won’t be able to clear misunderstandings up if I’m freaking tf out shaking. I’m pretty much fine now though, it’s no one’s fault except my own, and my mother’s I suppose.