back from riding the vantabike for the first time!!!

i didn't make it to that park, got tired and turned around, but still -- i rode pretty far! i feel good

i think the seat is too high for me tho and i tried adjusting it and at least the one that came with the bike won't go any lower even tho it looks like it should

so i mostly had to ride standing up

but like yeah!!!!! it was hella fun!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think i'll probably have to ask for help buying a new seat, since this one is like just slightly too tall and makes riding incredibly uncomfy

like to dip my legs far down enough at the bottom of peddling i have to like shove myself down on the seat to an uncomfortable degree

also i had to buy another headlight earlier

between that and all the ATM/transfer/shipping fees and only being able to withdraw 20's to buy the bike and various snacks and my ADHD making me unable to pay attention to tax and everything else, i'm down more than i thought i'd be

i need $80 more to be set on groceries and medical weed for the week and maybe $30 for a comfy seat

i didn't order groceries or buy weed yet bc i've been so intensely hyperfocused on this bike

i'll make a post soon

i should also make a post asking if anyone in seattle has any spare estradiol soon too considering my asshole doctor won't refill mine before the appointment

i have a bike now so after i get the seat i can ride places

my ass hurts so badly, i really need that new lower more comfy seat lmao

i feel amazing

i got a bit of sunlight, hella fresh air, a good deal of exercise... i wanna do this again!!! tomorrow and forever!!!!! til the day i die!!!!!!!!

i used to ride bicycles then later longboards shitloads, legiterally everywhere

once upon a time i was actually in hella good shape

but then i got my driver's license lmao

and three years later after the schizophrenia hit and i stopped caring about being alive, i gained all this weight and ended up in even worse shape