@CyclopsCaveman this is all completely true and i agree wholeheartedly but i hate it with every fibre of my being

@CyclopsCaveman no you're absolutely correct. the issue is there's no way to compartmentalise and process art that comes in spontaneous forms so like. we just sorta....half experience it?? and it's kind of painful to contemplate all the things we just can't ever fully experience just because of our neurodiversity