shopping for clothes for pleasure is kind of a new experience for me
until recently I had never put a whole lot of thought into my appearance
my position has always been "I don't care how I look / I don't care what other people think about me"
that's still true to some extent, but I think what's changed is that I've started to care about how *I* feel about how I look
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I want to enjoy what I'm wearing
clothing to me has always been less "I look / feel great in this" and more "well, I'm not naked now"
or maybe that's not it at all. maybe I'm just giddy that for the first time ever I'm starting to piece together a look that hasn't been prescribed to me