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nsfw, genitalia, body stuff, dysphoria
i would be so much better off with a cock. the way i masturbate and fuck feels like its supposed to be there, almost like my body wishes it was. i have no problem with my external appearance and external stimulation (when done by me, cant really enjoy it from others yet due to over-stimulation issues) but as soon as it comes to internal stuff I get so uncomfortable.
nsfw, genitalia, body stuff, dysphoria, pregnancy mention (not in a kink way)
I've been gradually learning to enjoy putting things inside my pussy but it's taken so long for me to feel remotely comfortable with it and it really takes an active effort rather than feeling natural like humping something to get off does. Putting things in my ass has somehow been easier. I also just hate having a uterus and ovaries like the idea of being capable of having kids really deeply upsets me.
nsfw, genitalia, body stuff, dysphoria, surgery mention (also not kink related)
in theory i could get surgery to change these things but 1. i am mortified of surgery. i hate my body being altered in any way im terrified of being put under i just...cant do it nope. 2. im not sure if this is due to dysphoria or just because i have sensory issues that make things weird for me. maybe i actually wouldnt like having a dick and it would make things worse.
nsfw, genitalia, body stuff, dysphoria
idfk. having "female" sex organs sucks and I would gladly magically swap them with someone who actually wants them. i feel guilty not liking them when i know people in my life who would go through so much just to have them.
nsfw, genitalia, body stuff, dysphoria, pregnancy mention (not kink)
i also still wouldnt want to be a boy or change my external appearance despite all this so its like???. in an ideal world id have both a dick and a vagina i think but the vagina wouldnt have any child-making functionality it would just be there in case I still wanted to give sex stuff using it a shot. idk what any of this truly means or says about me i'm just guessing in this bitch of a universe.
nsfw, genitalia, body stuff, dysphoria
I wish it were all external. I wish it were easier for me to get off with other people instead of having to find weird specific ways to cum when they do things to me. I wish I never had to worry about having kids. I wish i could enjoy the sensations I'm supposed to without it being a huge struggle at best and impossible at worst.