Nothing works anymore, brain is broken, don't enjoy the work I should be proud of, can't relax in down time, can't enjoy intimacy or feel at home in my body, everything is broken
In pain pretty much constantly and feeling like I'm only connected to the world through a half-there feed full of static, nothing is real or satisfying, senses come and go, it's always just pain
Nothing works anymore, brain is broken, don't enjoy the work I should be proud of, can't relax in down time, can't enjoy intimacy or feel at home in my body, everything is broken