hey is it unhealthy for me to feel deeply unseen and unknown because i spent the last two months trying to control my diet and lose weight only to recieve a literal kilogram of chocolate between 3 different gifts, as well as chutney (something i do not like) as christmas gifts, and out of 10 people giving gifts, only two items from my wishlist? is it unhealthy of me to feel deeply invisible because i can't seem to be important enough for other people to ask me about the things i like
i don't want new friends who already like the things i like, i want family members to care enough to ask what i want, to ask about the things i care about without it being a way to pass the time, i want friends i already know and care about to care about me enough to engage me in my interests. am i just being childish? maybe. i don't know
