Pripyat_Girlmouse.kpp @LynnGirlstuff@computerfairi.es

I internalized the song title "now there's that fear again" as smthn reflective of my fear of crossing this line that so many deplored, n now that I've so thoroughly crossed it then I need to say it to myself every now n then whenever I feel as though I'll never be happy on the other side of that line

it kinda filled me w hope at a time when everyone around me was constantly expressing disdain for anything the slightest bit feminine, n obvs I listened to the album privately on a lil portable CD player

n what I mean by that is that it wasn't afraid to be all these stereotypically feminine things (gentle, stoic, simple)

I'd like to talk to you about an album v near n dear to my heart called "finally we are no one" by mum

at the height of my listening almost exclusively to avant garde modernism I still listened to this regularly n what appealed to me was the sorta unusual (at the time) ensemble groupings n that it was so unabashedly girly at a time when I was so deep in the closet

tho it'd be kinda cool to turn smthn from girls rituals into chamber music too

if I ever do arrangements of other ppl's stuff again I might try to like make an ensemble version of persian surgery dervishes

what if terry riley solo organ jamming but w a whole bunch of other cool instruments

'cursed' content is just the weird painting in yr parents bathroom that you can't stop staring at

idk who you think I am but I'm no thinkfluencer

ig to the tune of this song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0NX6p5i5kec

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TQqyArvAn4k

I'm the disposer, I turn interpersonal conflict into social currency (it's a song)

in spite of whatever crimes someone done I just don't wanna play the role of disposer

someone I don't know at all is being put through the callout wringer on twitter rn so I'm just gonna sit here

what can I say, I'm an enby magnet

I love that amanda jette knox is incredibly a facebook mom but she's also a cis lesbian who's a big trans advocate

if you ship me n my gf does that make you a Lepper shipper

I want a keyboard that's easy on my delicate fingers

is there a midi controller that doesn't feel like you're mashing yr fingers on a jagged lego