Penny!!! @PennyPennyPenny@computerfairi.es

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Today is beautiful, and a little terrible.

And like, across the air and through music and sounds that maybe a lot of people feel is just chaotic or dysfunctional or even bad, I ca understand and connect through that mental static and subconscious chaos and...like. This is beautiful.

Like it's not really a "fame" thing that made me react this way, some of you are probably more famous than this band is through furry art. But them being a band feels, like, different some how. But they're all just people too, and to also know that maybe one of the reasons their music connects so well Is because, like, the folks writing it perceive things similarly & share that headspace to a degree, & even without before realizing it.

@Balina WE ARE OUR OWN HORDE HOARD

@penny Yaya!

Except when we are also not cats!

Music makes me feel things I like it

Cats are sometimes loud

This is ok!

This is encouraged!

Okay

THERE IS MUSIC THERE IS SADNESS THERE IS A POWERFUL, FURIOUS MELANCHOLY THAT REFUSES TO BE SILENT AND WILL RELENT THE BURNING SPARK OF A DISTRIBUTED, SCATTERED EXISTENCE NO MATTER HOW HARD THE BOOT PRESSES DOWN THERE IS A LONGING THERE IS A LONGING THERE IS A LONGING THERE IS A DESIRE I DO NOT WANT TO GIVE UP IT IS NOT ENOUGH TO STRUGGLE AGAINST SOMETHING OR TO FIGHT FOR SOMETHING ALONE TO LIVE AND HAVE THE POWER TO ACHIEVE MOMENTS OR PEACE KEEP YOUR WEARY HEARTS OF WATER I AM NOT AN IMMORTAL

Its music that really means a lot to me, that in its chaos gives a bit of at least emotional clarity in a world that does not make sense. The kind of discord they make and the way songs are rough, raw, and not quite harmonious makes perfect sense to me, it all CLICKS so right with how my headspace feels so much

You should listen to blackbird raum. I cannot tell you how beautiful, and a little terrible, their music is

@fluxom_alt @irisjaycomics (mail is really slow right now but you can totally do that!!)

@irisjaycomics Patches kick butt and I got into block printing so I could make my own last fall!

@irisjaycomics HELL yes