Weighed myself for the first time in a while, and I've broken 200lbs. Feeling pretty down about myself. I hate the way my jaw looks and my face looks so chubby.

I know my mother dealt with a lot of self-image issues and I wonder if those have passed to me.

I have ARFID which makes it hard for me to try new foods or make healthy choices

I'm reinstalling a calorie counting app that helped me a few years ago. I aim to be my goal weight in about 1.5 years (-1lb/wk).