Luna 🌑 Lapin 🐰 @Shadejackrabbit@computerfairi.es

a really benign thing sent me on a spiral last night and though all my lovies have been super supportive ive still got this deep anxiety and depression that isn't shaking.

I'm wondering if this might just be stress catching up with the new hormones

thinking about The Legend of Dragoon (2000) again

2019 sunday afternoon Garzey's Wing discourse

as a solidly femme person i am way too fond of "tell me Conan, what things are good in life?"

saw a post on birdsite about how people who ask questions/for clarification are bad faith trying to trap you in engagement. and like,

1) yeah probably, on that hellsite
2) as someone who sometimes deeply struggles with comprehension, that really worsens my paranoia that people will think I'm not genuinely asking

new bathtub good 🛁💖

don't you dare say these fractions around my mother

Knights of the Hill

it's me, the goth stone-cold queen of buns

checked out a breakfast diner near the apartment and its delicious, affordable, and the waitress correctly and consistently gendered me from the moment we walked in ✨

gender euphoria in finishing a long day of unpacking, finally taking my bra off and hanging it on the back of the bedroom door; looking at it just sitting there, casually, an article of me finally here after a decade of denial

get you a girl who can phase through walls

me: and then i put habanero monteray jack on the sandwich
other me: yes
me: and a kraft single
other: *tim allen grunt*

i can feel in the pit of my heart how much better this apartment is going to be

unrelated to my medication ive been feeling sick since i woke up and it's only gotten worse. we're moving today and atm i feel basically useless because i feel like I'm gonna puke if i do anything

first girl pills taken