@Terxbor Sorry terx, I been real busy today. how are you? ^w^
@nyanuri
Today started good, but got bad quickly.
All nice with Batty (except for him getting kinda triggered by something else), you reassuring me that you're fine.
But then my mom. I don't want to talk about that right now. And that just wrecked my mood entirely.
But hey you're here yay!
May I hug and cuddle?
@nyanuri
I see you're still busy. (At least I hope that's what it is.)
@Terxbor yo terx, can you stop these reminder messages? it kinda feels like you think you own my time. I'm sorry that I don't get back to you as quickly as you like but I can't feel like I always need to be talking to you if I'm online.
@nyanuri
I'm sorry. I... ugh. I overdo these things. No excuse.
@Terxbor no worries, correct and keep going. ^w^
@Terxbor oh no :( what happened?
@nyanuri Like I said... I don't really wanna talk about it. But in short... my mom keeps demanding that I do every little thing she says and that not listening to her is ruining my life. Even when the things she said is ULTRA stupid. (And it often is. Or worse.)
@nyanuri
Seriously... whenever she gets like that... it makes... never mind. Trigger point. It's that bad.
@Terxbor sounds rough :/ I'm sorry you're dealing with that. is there anything you can do to get away from her? I found getting away from my immediate family to be immensely helpful.
@nyanuri I'm at a McDonald's right now... but I have nothing beyond just a few hours. I have no RL friends I can stay with, no money for other arrangements, no job... Everything always just feels so hopeless.
@Terxbor why don't you have meatspace friends? :/
@nyanuri I have nowhere to make friends. I don't go to school, I have no social spaces that I know of to go to...
@nyanuri
The few friends I do have are all still living at their parents' houses.
@Terxbor you don't like... date gay people or go to a queer community center or support group? there's lots of ways to make meatspace friends ^w^
@nyanuri
Don't know where any community centers are, gay, straight, or otherwise. Support groups have been counterproductive...
@nyanuri
Wow... that website sucks. Should have been able to see the address right off the bat. Instead it took me until now, checking five or six pages.
@Terxbor yeah community center sites are often pretty bad because they're managed by volunteers. Maybe you could help them out if you know your way around an html document. ^w^
@nyanuri
It's not really a COMMUNITY center... more just services.
@Terxbor well that's how you meet people, just kinda show up to stuff and talk to folx
@nyanuri
Nyan? Nyan nyan? Nyan nyan nyan?