kinda (-), loops
I want to pick up music again. And learn to draw. And get fit. And become a really good programmer.
And today I feel really motivated and energetic and I feel like I can start all that.
But at the same time I know it wonβt happen. Iβll fall on my face as soon as a start. Or Iβll run out of steam after a couple days. Or Iβll fuck up once and give up because Iβm not perfect.
Iβve been caught up in this loop for too long now. It feels like Iβm destined to fail.
Woke up this morning to yelling outside, and saw police officers and a city worker taking all of a homeless person's belongings and throwing them on a back of a truck, to be destroyed.
I can't even express how disgusted I feel. The person was begging them not to throw his things out, including blankets to stay warm.
Fuck the people running this city.
ME: Unfortunately not yet, are you planning to send people to Epic training for this project?
HR: No, we're really just looking to [poach people from other, larger health systems who have already gotten the training so we don't have to pay for it.]
ME: Ah OK, well I have worked with their teams extensively and I think I could still add quite a lot..
HR: We'll call you
It goes the other way too: introducing Prince Peacher (src: https://twitter.com/revolocities/status/1044100792381128705 ) #Bowsette
Protip: no organisation that actually values your privacy will have a popup that says βwe value your privacyβ on their web site.
Good morning, insomnia, (-)
Good morning mastodon. Last night was one of those nights where I don't know if I actually slept or not so I could either be to tired to hate myself or hating myself was caused by me being tired.
"Software Disenchantment" by Nikita Prokopov http://tonsky.me/blog/disenchantment/
Somewhat ranty but interesting piece on how "good enough" seems to dominate in the software industry. I can definitely share some of the frustration with how bloated and inefficient everything tends to be.
"Sony Finally Admits It Doesnβt Own Bach and It Only Took a Bunch of Public Pressure "
#1yrago Florida Power and Light lobbyists made it illegal to use solar during outages https://boingboing.net/2017/09/18/rep-ray-rodrigues.html
Hi! Iβm a bat that likes software and mathematics! Gay as fuck. Lover of cute. She/her