pink haired hobbit @UnrealRonen@computerfairi.es

@MetalheadDana extra points if she yelled it like a video game announcer

#ADHD life feels like needing a list somewhere of “Types of Media That Make Me Feel Alive,” so that when I feel like creating something I can remember the tropes and styles that I want to see more of in the world.

Otherwise I end up sitting here like “I want to create but WHAT??,” until I encounter one of those tropes/styles again and it’s like “ooh right”

That sense of object impermanence extends even to stuff I enjoy, apparently.

My husband is watching #Severance in the other room, and as soon as I heard the theme music my brain perked up like OOH BOY because I enjoy that show a totally normal amount

I broke a mandolin string for the first time tonight.

Yeah, you could say I’m pretty hardcore 🤘🏻

#musician

“But Ronen, that’s an incredibly common experience”

Common, sure, but not universal. There are absolutely people who thrive under the attention of others. If I were one of them, I think my efforts in music and performance could have gotten a lot farther before now.

One of the great contradictions of my life is that I crave attention but feel intense anxiety when I have it.

@mym a monastery of himbos would be amazing, but no, he’s just a monk who happens to be a low int strong boy

@mym Hell yeah!
I’m playing a tabaxi monk whose gender according to his character sheet is “himbo.”

Let’s fucking go!!!

I start playing in my first long-term #DnD game TODAY!!
/EXCITEMENT INCREASES

“The rules of bodily decorum usually imply that the cosmos depends on the shame we feel about our bodies. But sometimes that lesson is a lie, and a cunningly self-protecting one at that, for to question it requires self-exposure and loss of face, and who would want that? Well, trickster would, as would all those who find they cannot fashion a place for themselves in the world until they have spoken against collective silence.” - Lewis Hide, Trickster Makes This World

Me: /crossing a street
Stranger leaning out his car window: I love your coat!! It looks so cool in the light!!!

These are the kinds of stranger-compliments I live for.

Or I may just decide to catch up on Chainsaw Man.