pink haired hobbit @UnrealRonen@computerfairi.es

Sorry for not posting much lately. I haven’t had an opinion for at least a week now

Wish I’d been quick enough to snap a pic as my bus passed a Burger King with the sign reading “International OCs have arrived” because… what?

Kinda loving the amount of people on this bus who are clearly on their way to Valentine’s dates. One dude carrying a big bunch of flowers, another holding on to a heart balloon. Aww. #sappy

#UnpopularOpinion

I’m tired of the Tom Holland “Umbrella” clip. I’ve watched it a few times and it’s fun, but I know so many people who repost it again and again and again because it’s “the rule” that they have to repost it every time it comes across their feed.

“So you’d take me out to satisfy your own conscience instead of making something of yourself. You could have had anything you want in this world if you only had the ambition.”

“That’s the problem.”

The gun fires. The room goes silent.

“That’s the whole damn problem.”

#microfiction

#ADHD life feels like needing a list somewhere of “Types of Media That Make Me Feel Alive,” so that when I feel like creating something I can remember the tropes and styles that I want to see more of in the world.

Otherwise I end up sitting here like “I want to create but WHAT??,” until I encounter one of those tropes/styles again and it’s like “ooh right”

That sense of object impermanence extends even to stuff I enjoy, apparently.

My husband is watching #Severance in the other room, and as soon as I heard the theme music my brain perked up like OOH BOY because I enjoy that show a totally normal amount

I broke a mandolin string for the first time tonight.

Yeah, you could say I’m pretty hardcore 🤘🏻

#musician

“But Ronen, that’s an incredibly common experience”

Common, sure, but not universal. There are absolutely people who thrive under the attention of others. If I were one of them, I think my efforts in music and performance could have gotten a lot farther before now.

One of the great contradictions of my life is that I crave attention but feel intense anxiety when I have it.