sometimes i associate pokemon with gender feelings due to coincidences
most of the important times involving gender happened i was playing pokemon, sometimes through it
like my family not watching what things was i playing letting me play a girl and indulge myself entirely in things i like
actually a lot of it is less pokemon in itself and more they not watching, i suppose...
pokemon black is important to me because i played it when i was going somewhere with transition and my life, when i was full of hope and able to transition and be feminine
so in part a lot of feelings for that time are attached to it
or rather, not exactly that
but of leaving my family and terrible life, and to this ray of a possible future, of this air away from my helicopter abusive family
of becoming a better person, who i'd like to be... that kind of hope...
which, are also some of the themes of that game
