personal, autism
this is kinda fucked up, but a lot of the time i really wish i was this autistic stereotype (regardless of if it's actually real) of an unfeeling person without empathy or emotions. i feel *everything*, i care about *everything*, and i can't fucking shut it off. all i do is obsess and obsess and be overwhelmed by everything ðŸ˜
personal, autism
@handstands from what i understand, most autistic people feel extremely everything constantly, especially when things like object/concept attachment is involved...
... and that's why it's awful, because it's overwhelming to care and suffer so much constantly and it's something that help would be so very appreciated with most of the time, it's so debiliating and horrible
yet allistic people insist that's not it
personal, autism
@asahi yeah..., it really sucks in itself and allistics only make it worse :/