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time is runing outt and

i dont want to go back to that

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i'm still a little scared and overwhelmed from all that, but i calmed down since...

i was surprised

asking for help, mental health, bad situation, i dont know 

i dont know what to do. i dont know how to even ask for help. even someone who can point me how or where to ask for help would be appreciated

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asking for help, mental health, bad situation, i dont know 

i need urgent help. please anyone who knows anyone who can help. im in spain. im very autistic and mentally disabled. but have no diagnosis because of my situation i havent seen anyone. i need away from family. i have nobody nor anywhere to go. i have little legal idenification or basic autonomy. i need psychologists and social help and resources. i need a lot of things i dont know what to do

shoutouts to this pc98 indie game's hand drawn box art being considerably relatable

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family abuse 

nobody knows anything

because they isolate me from everything control at a level i can barely explain to people who do not know
not even they know anything they believe they are good

nobdoy i ever reached believed anyting only them

i dont know what to do
how does one even ask for help on an abusive situation you have no autonomy in

i was dissociating and panicking badly and really not okay
so i drew something with the doodling tool in here to calm down
i don't know

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i never expected cooking to be something i enjoyed and to find it calming, huh

the network of privileged clueless people

always worse by techbros no matter what

how allistic people can be so cluelessly fucked up, how non-mentally ill, abled people ~help~ so inmensely ignorant, condescending, utterly viciously harmful in ways so horrible that only we have any idea about

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feeling the need for trans disabled autistic mentally ill community

family abuse 

growing up in an abusive family means that often casual conversation constantly reminds you of awful arbitrary things your family did that were pretty messed up

sometimes in retrospect, sometimes you realize then, sometimes you know but don't really want to think about it nor remember...

and you don't want to mention it because of not wanting to interrupt with awful stuff nor constantly think much of it...

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