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so im supposed to be analysing this article but i keep getting pissed off at the capitalisms in it and also getting distracted by adhd hellbrain so basically ive spent eight hours writing half a sentence

'a fetching tuxedo and miniskirt combo'

wow i wish i had the kind of confidence to attempt a look like that. it's not really quite a Me look but like. i want the confidence

what level of intellectual dishonesty does it take to list examples of non-capitalistic ways of living in the middle of your assertion that it's impossible to create a non-capitalist society. who tf

how do you even engage intellectually with someone whose core premise is based on a refusal to engage intellectually with their subject matter

this is what i'm doing currently and i Hate it So Much. there's So Much wilful ignorance i have to wade through just to be able to say 'so yeah this person is full of shit'

actually activism stuffs in general i'm also working on some gender & disability things

apparently today's gender is listening to queen and being vehemently anticapitalist

my hair appears to be rotated

every time i say something positive about myself it's coming from a place of insurmountable deep-seated self-loathing. and you know what? i am fucking PROUD of that. it took me DECADES to get so far that i could even IMAGINE saying anything positive about myself. so FUCK YOU low self esteem

video contains homestar runner & tmbg. no context needed

https://invidio.us/watch?v=ZUgMpG1I_o8

it's fun having the kind of friends where completely out of the blue someone will spout a full on like essay rant of how a particular musical is hella queer

my two main problems are hair (which i can't fix) and hair (which i can't fix)