Sometimes I wonder if cis people look at me, a boring trans person with some mental health problems and issues with housing and are like, "That's a messy life, I bet he's a bad boy, I bet he loves drama" and just, like, project all this shit on to me when I just want to be left alone.
Just blaming me for all the dumb shit I've been through and deciding I'm the best person to throw more shit on, while they can front like they live ordinary lives because they're cis.
Like, I don't want a wife and kids and a house in the suburbs or anything, I think it's all obvious garbage (because of them), but the people who have that love to have a scapegoat, don't they? Somebody to project their little fantasies of deviancy on. Meanwhile, I just want what every Millenial wants: stable housing, decent enough money, and all the older people in my life to fuck off.
