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Big big shoutout to all the fake allies and nonprofits that talk a lot about poor trans POC while never giving any kind of material support.

Here's to getting through the day without random strangers suddenly touching my body for no reason

It's less about feeling guilty for liking unclean media, and more about feeling tricked, even kind of groomed, into thinking bad things are ok.

Like idk it's really hard to separate the art from the artist when the artist is a racist pedophile and the art is about...being a racist pedophile.

One of many 2019 moods is constantly thinking about how things I enjoyed as a teenager were made by legit horrible people with legit horrible themes baked in as subtext, or straight-up text

Packing with truck nuts

Daniel Pantaleo, the racist pig who murdered Eric Garner, was finally fired by the NYPD

I'm feeling mildly triggered because some tourists touched me suddenly from behind, to get my attention.

It was fucking pointless anyway, because I heard the cashier, they just thought I wasn't moving fast enough or something.

I heard them worriedly whispering, "He said, 'Don't touch me!'" amongst themselves like I was the rude one to say anything...like, keep your hands off strangers, fucko. Jesus.

And when strangers in the city switch from shouting rudely at me in English to shouting rudely at me in Spanish, because I can't be deliberately ignoring them.

It must be because I don't understand what they're saying!

When people stare at me and I'm not sure if it's because they can't figure out my gender, my race, or why anyone would go outside looking like that.

Growing up, I thought mambo was corny old people music, but it? Actually kind of rules? It's just that I got my knowledge about it from gross white people who liked boring, bad things.

Donna Karen is secretly a Kong.

This iteration of Atari should just say fuck it and become a fashion company.

And they should, specifically, be a fashion company that make street clothes that require batteries.

Bluetooth booty shorts, baby.

I want to build a hacker deck so I can walk around in public with it while wearing my black hoody and an Atari speaker hat