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man im so mentally ill lmao. other than spending my Entire Life thinking about dying. i also get to deal w/ my head coming up w/ shit like "Hey do u really love ur girlfriend? Or are you just doing this because youre autistic and its habit at this point. Because you feel NOTHIGN all the time and ur a Piece of Shit"

i doubt myself all the time. and it doesnt help shes also mentally ill????? not blaming her but its........Bad Sometimes.