Kieryn Darkwater 🐕 @bluepupboi@computerfairi.es

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If you want to have kids to mold them into your own image and ideas and purpose on earth, don’t have a kid. If you want to have kids to watch the beautiful individual selves they become & be there to guide them along the way, that’s a reason to have a kid.
https://twitter.com/bookbeaut/status/1030620182798974976

Unrelated: my new favorite hobby is coming up with creative ways of describing my hysterectomy

So since birthing my womb I've noticed that I am *exponentially* more in tune with my emotions and I can actually *feel* them more and identify them?

Walking home from BART for instance, I realized that I was feeling intense sadness and it didn't take me 3 hours to figure it out. #HRTadventures

I notice when they change and fluctuate too. It's weird, after being shut down for so long.

I can paint again :3

BUT! I LAID ON MY STOMACH. FOR LIKE 2 MINUTES. 😱🎉

I'm having a frustrating morning, but it's shot day so. #selfie

https://computerfairi.es/media/0xPv-PEyAjlifaQvRWE

I'm at Uccello Coffee in Oakland, Calif https://www.swarmapp.com/c/gc0slpby2ku

Mornings make me so queasy. Ugh

There's one more organizing pot I need to stir but I don't have the bandwidth to do so.

Maybe tomorrow.
I did enough today

#selfcare looks like rosé cider and star trek

https://computerfairi.es/media/z0QTb7YBTlsVkyaqgOw

It's just, visceral.

I should definitely make a pillow.

I mean the upside of this is basically bonus therapy and hopefully some adderall so worth it

I've just told a lot of the same stories this week and I'm tired now lol

And I get to break in a psychiatrist tomorrow at 8:30am!