venting, religion, vague, last one
i love my friends. they're all i have. but asking us to pray for this guy they vaguely know to "turn from islam to jesus" is super super shitty and i know i shouldn't be friends with them but they're good at heart, i think
also im madly in love with one of them and that's a problem. big problem. shes how i figured out im bi and im not out to her and won't be if i can help it bc i won't risking losing her
venting, religion, vague (cont.)
im not sure if i just got spit out of the church jaded and cynical or if their teaching never got to me to begin with. god doesn't care abt my problems! faith won't cure my anxiety or depression, i don't want you to tell me that i don't matter if i don't have god, i don't want any part of it! religion is the reason i can't be myself to my friends, bc i don't want them to be accepting to my face and pray my gay away behind my back
venting, religion, vague
god okay im glad your religion is working out for you! im really glad you have that to fall back on! but when i go to you for help DON'T tell me that "god has a plan for you and im praying for you trust in him!" like bitch don't you think i would if i thought it would work! im asking YOU for help not your deity! i grew up in your religion i know that spiel tell me what YOU think
https://computerfairi.es/media/dp2xTEmSVbZlqaljz3Q im trying a more abstract approach to my #art but idk what im doing with a pencil
#introductions
hello!!! my name is cosmi. i don't know a lot about mastodon, but i've heard it's good to start with an intro post.
i've been on the internet for a while, and i'm looking to grab a fresh start here! i'm a closeted bi girl looking to meet some new, like-minded friends. computer fairies looked like a good place to do that! any advice you have for a newcomer to the instance is greatly appreciated :^)
a cosmic girl, from another galaxy
cosmi | she/her | bi
new to all of this, but looking for a sweet internet space to make new friends!!!