thinking a lot about my inability to sustain normative friendships or normative romantic -seuxal relationships

too much love & intensity & neediness & desire for commitment, affeciton, touch for most friendships
too much space & drift & running hot & cold & manic&sad for most romantic relationships

strange intimacies
like i just want to relate how we are relating to nurture us across changes
affirm specificies affirm and move towards supportive changes