thunderstorm crackle dream @hungrychangeling@computerfairi.es
changeling lost somewhere in the woods&lights, tracing out edges&old maps. loving u fierce. holding us close. making up chants w/ permanent scars.
Joined Nov 2017
@DragonMagic i'm imagining a fidget shape with even more sides ?? i guess it would have to be bigger
took a just before sunrise walk & saw such a beautiful low orange crescent moon hanging over the highway as i stood above the almost total lack of traffic on the pedestrian bridge feeling like a secret
Ok I'm ready to be living my best life πͺπͺπͺπͺπͺβ¨β¨β¨πͺπͺπͺπͺ
Slowly knitting a be ribboned crop top
Anyways if I sort my matches by percentage on my new okq my ex who I'm still in love with is first, great, good
Sex dream
TBH I think sleeping with a body pillow is deeply improving my sleep and sleep related pain AND leading to lots of cozy sexy intimacy and fucking dreams
Wandering back from the beach with you in a dream getting distracted by kissing suddenly the trail a many moons journey in being lost in touch and delight
Welcome sex dreams
Sex/sexuality
How to ever be able to inhabit desire within relationship within intimacy
The ease of it with deep intimacy suddenly and then the increasing difficult
The impossibility of locating it within so often
How to imagine it enacted with ease in the day to day of knowing
Consistently instead of an occasional front that blows thru
Build yr own sticker star chart of awards and tasks, possibilities grid
breakups
thinking a lot about my inability to sustain normative friendships or normative romantic -seuxal relationships
too much love & intensity & neediness & desire for commitment, affeciton, touch for most friendships
too much space & drift & running hot & cold & manic&sad for most romantic relationships
strange intimacies
like i just want to relate how we are relating to nurture us across changes
affirm specificies affirm and move towards supportive changes
thinking about expressions of commitment
like i want to keep caring about you i want to keep supporting you
i want to keep ΜΜ ______ you in experiences of
enacting needed or wanted relational change instead of like 'i want stay friends, or i want to be friends'; like affirm specific continuing desires; name changing needs and boundaries?
there is so much snow!
love love love love love
Saw someone on instagram using a lunch box that seemed like it would actually fit all the good I wanna eat,and now I want it, big me sized lunch and with snack compartments!
Illl
Recently I started being a person who has a bed with lots of pillows and it turns out body pillow is sleep changing?
I am having that seasonal desire to go back to therapy, want to meet on line so I don't have to commute,,how to find rad queer feminist therapists who would do online sessions for me?
I have ended up being tempted by talkspace, because voice messaging actually sounds like an ideal way to do therapy?even though I'm very uninterested in text therapy and also they seem like a sinister start up & also my insurance wouldn't cover it so
Back to how to search for online therapy
Just a reminder that you are a semi permeable membrane,you get to have boundaries and invitations what comes in
outdoor bath tub summer 2k18
step 1) acquire old clawfoot tub βοΈ
step 2) sand & repaint outsides and feet
step 3) acquire cork to close faucet, acquire stopper, acquire privacy structure, acquire decor, acquire hot water mechanism, acquire drainage system
step 4) step up!
changeling lost somewhere in the woods&lights, tracing out edges&old maps. loving u fierce. holding us close. making up chants w/ permanent scars.
Joined Nov 2017
