brain being broken, sex
why is it that when I see people I'd like to fuck being even vaguely flirty I'm immediately filled with self-loathing? I think maybe I just feel safer when I know it's not on the cards, like the possibility of them being interested in sex means that if they're not interested in [i]me[/i], that's a failing on my part. fuck sake, brain.
Trans girl, queer, musician, anarchisty, 30s. A writer of fiction and poetry and a researcher of things.