Jenny H @lambdagrrl@computerfairi.es

like i'm aware that it's not actually there but it's also very intrusive and distressing and i can't seem to make it stop

so like my mental soundtrack has lately been so intense that I am genuinely starting to wonder at what point what I'm experiencing counts as "hearing voices"

but I guess if I am gonna end up hearing voices at least those voices are singing Chumbawamba

ordinarily i would love it that there are crows being so vocal outside right now but today i would prefer it if they did not?

i stand corrected, actual current mood: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=go9D8_GWvh8

current mood https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ip8xHRUb_Mw

hard not to feel like everything is irreparably broken atm

trying to tell myself that every failure is a learning experience. I do not believe it yet.

Everything is stress today

physics lesson https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mRgHUmTZY4M

i would just like to feel like i can do anything useful in the face of all of this awful awful shit in the world, but it seems like every time i try to get involved in a leftist org everything goes wrong

it is a bill wurtz day

listening to latter-day chumbawamba and really wishing i had a choir to play with

hello yes i would just like to cry and scream at the moment

tired: big yikes
wired: big dykes
inspired: big trykes

what if i simply flomped onto the floor and went splat for a bit

baggy thatcher

hwæt's up, lads?

me hanging with the flour bois

we now have 32kg of flour to play with, nice