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I FINALLY DOMMED. I FUCKED SOMEONE. I DIDN'T JUST GET FUCKED, I F U C K E D. I'M SO HAPPY IVE WANTED TO DO THIS FOR SO LONG AND NEVER HAD THE CHANCE TIL A COUPLE DAYS AGO
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And I did a good job for my first time too! I made her cum!! I'm so happy I was so insecure and wondering if I'd do a bad job but I got really into it and managed to slip into the right mindset. It all felt very natural. Being in a domme mindset felt natural. Being in a domme position felt natural. Fucking a girl with my strap on felt extremely natural. I can domme!!!
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I think it feels more natural because I don't like losing too much control. Even if I trust someone a lot i don't like it a lot of the time. I want to put in my own effort. I need room to move. I like to psychologically domme even when I'm subbing. Although I worry that when I domme ill do something wrong or be bad at it that anxiety is substantially less than the anxiety I can get from being too subby. Loss of control frightens me.
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The biggest problem was that she was taller than me and we were standing up so I had to borrow her platform shoes to position myself properly lmao. I will keep that in mind for next time.
I feel so empowered!! I'm a switch but like wow I've subbed every time I've had sex and I still struggle with it feeling right sometimes. Yet my first time domming, even though I'm not as skilled, felt just soooo right...