today we're on a congress from and for survivors of (ritual) abuse in Oldenburg.
kinda exited but also scared af
we'll give two workshops about talking about did/ddnos/ego state disorder to other people. don't know how it'll work out but at the moment pretty down about that this is überhaupt a thing
but ok
we'll see :)
my Samsung Laptop is considered to be thrown away because there are no options for new hardware and stuff ;_;
so angry about this - it only needs a new akku and a new hard drive - which is both a normal Verschleißteil
everything else is really fine
grrr
yawn
i'm already in a group with 3 people who work at university and want to learn python, but this is all they want
meanwhile i'd like to do projects, talk about tech stuff vs. people stuff and so on...
think about organizing an inclusive vegan sjw lgbtqi* hackerspace in my hood
I'm so done with learning alone (which is totally okay to me) but not being around people to talk about all this stuff
urg codepen - this sucks so much
Why is using this needed to progress in #freecodecamp 
building my first one page-site with bootstrap - its like the first time when i was allowed to use the calculator ^__^"
the moment, when you're new to something and all your natural awkwardness gets on 10 ^__^'