I miss having crushes on people. Idk what it is but I'm going through a pretty long phase where I'm not attracted to anyone and it's weird. That and in that subsequent time I've become even more of an oddball of a person and less "dateable." I don't necessarily WANT to keep up with society's timeline of when I should be with someone and I don't want a lot of things society says I should want but it would be nice to feel like that again one day I guess.