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still can't believe i beat lolk. on easiest easy mode, but still!!! still!!!!!!

maybe like... lolk until i get too frustrated, then mof or sa? then either pcb or ddc...

i wonder if i streamed myself playing touhou if anyone would watch. it might be funny because im not very good

what the fuck even happened today. who knows. ill do things again... tomorrow maybe.

anyway enough of that

neither of them really care about getting misgendered in the text of the thing, though wraith gets uncomfortable if the topic is pressed to much, but i, the author, me, mango, hi, hello, i care rather a lot so my tolerance is minimal

wraith is genderless and doesn't understand it and doesn't apply the concept of gender to themself at all, and witch is nonbinary and if you make any assumptions about their gender or presentation they will shapeshift themself to the opposite end of things immidiately.

i had like 5 people misgender witch with she/her and wraith with he/him and as a knee jerk i started drawing witch with a small beard and wraith in flowy dresses and shit. this was probably not the right response but like. whoops.

*obsessing over ocs to cope with the state of things*
*the state of things continues to get worse*
*obssees over ocs faster*

ive only been in a splint for 2 weeks and there's like. a visible difference in how muscular my left arm is in addition to what i can tell about its functional strength

it is sooooo wild how quickly muscles atrophy

ultimately witch and their first wife's relationship failed bc they were both tops-

line's was on his chest, ofc, river gets his on the inside of his left forearm. cassia i think gets his on his right shoulderblade? needle gets his done on the back of his right hand. falkner gets his on the inside of his right bicep, bc it had to be more secret. choir isn't able to get his until after he meets back up with wi/wr, but then has it adapted into a full backpiece.

haven gets his tattoo redone in all of his lives, usually as soon as he gets his memories back. but idt he gets it done in the same place?

at my worst i went through 2 packs in 5 months like. it doesn't count

man. i try really hard not to properly lie to doctors but i think im just going to say that i don't smoke ever at all have 100% quit and look up any med/nicotine interactions on my own. it's not worth the effort of explaining that no, i genuinely don't have an addiction, i just use them as a fast acting anti anxiety bc no one will prescribe me anything proper.

ah hhhhhhb fuck

if those images aren't tap to view im so sorry please let me know and ill delete them. they show up fully visible for me, but that could just be my phone/browser being weird, or because im the op

stitches are out ;-;

listen ive been generally very chill about the vast majority of this lemme get my general "i hate this i hate this im so scared please i hate this" half hour out of the way and ill go back to being chill tomorrow