🥭 @void@computerfairi.es

falkner's plot is also fun, its got aliens and family drama (that resolves well. probably.) tho i don't actually like that last name very much. maybe ill just change it to falcon. there's no reason i cant do that he's my oc

okay im going to bed and ill aggressively post about ocs to Cope more tomorrow. im rotating concepts for sn part five and specifically how i can use it to talk about haven choir

i don't. have much in the way of disposable income rn? but i want. other people to draw them and am absolutely willing to pay for that to happen

considering getting a commission of wraith.........

ANYWAY. they're next to me now so the future will continue to not exist until im in it. it's fine.

idk i wish they weren't leaving!! i wish that everything was fine and they didn't have to leave!!! I WISH I WAS ABLE TO GO WITH THEM!!!!!!!

this is going to be the last time i get to fall asleep next to my wife for the next. who knows how long. and im UPSET ABOUT IT

to clarify i don't think there's like a bar for what constitutes "real" harassment and if someone else approached my describing my experiences i would be massively outraged on their behalf just like. it's me so i was clearly just an idiot

<- anxiety-laden idiot who should probably get help for their agoraphobia

anyway now i simply don't befriend cis men because while trans guys have the potential to be shitty the probability is Much, Much, MUCH lower ime. if there is is a high percentage of cis men in a situation i simply leave. if cis men talk to me too much when i leave my house i simply don't leave my hou-

anyway i broke up with him after like 3 months and he tried to guilt trip me by sending NIN lyrics about how he wished he was dead, to which i responded with vocaloid lyrics, because again i was 14.

it sucked because in that time he really shoved himself into a bunch of my hobbies, and then /i/ had to quit them after we broke up because i was the one who was uncomfortable being around him. fucker.

they other one is my shitty ex boyfriend (18), who was also my coworker, who would send me (14) messages on skype when i was set to offline/invisible, wait to see if they went through, and then yell at me for not responding immidiately. im pretty sure this is the whole entire reason why im /still/ really twitchy about people being able to figure out if im online or not.

dude from best buy (24 m) who added himself to my steam friends while he was fixing my computer and hit on me (a 16 year old, which i told him) aggressively to which my reaction was to go "ihaveagirfriendbye" and refuse to go online or play multiplayer games on steam for the next TWO YEARS because i was nervous that he would refuse to fix my computer again if i unfriended him

can't get harassed by shitty men (as much) if you don't leave your house and never talk to people and don't make friends!!! haha!!!!!!!!

on one hand my top two Shitty Experiences With Men happened when i was in high school, and in the grand scheme of things weren't that bad, but on the other hand the reason there weren't more of them is because those real incidents contributed so heavily to me being an asocial shut in that they by default have some gravity to them

its like 1 pm i just woke up and i feel like i could easily sleep for like 4 more hours what the Fuck

SCREAMS

anyway this ones cute https://picrew.me/image_maker/338737

when i make witch in picrews i give them a halo, because they do have one sometimes. when i make wraith in picrew i give them deer antlers if the option is there. they dont have antlers at any point the vibes just seem right

okay i just double-checked the lyrics and maybe not, but maybe kind of