eli @wbn@computerfairi.es

eh

i've been trying to write for weeks, but it weirdly doesn't happen

i published something about porting a bit of haskell to the STL ⟶ https://blog.striated.space/2018/11/05/queens-cpp-stl/

meow

goin 2 the club tonight

ive been on medical leave for almost 2 months! focusing on myself and trying a lot of new meds. bleh. im finally switching to software engineering, too.

the only languages i have ever been paid to write are like, python and PHP

with C (phew) coming in at not-even-close third, as long as you don’t count like yaml and jinja2

@wbn im reading more, a lot more about C++ recently because it’s the only language i like that i might plausibly get paid to write

since it doesn’t seeem that perl 6 is catching on in the enterprise software sector. yet

unfortunately the infochat i have tomorrow is with an all-java team womp womp

just learned about “substitution failure is not an error” in c++ and i will never be the same

i have a meeting with a swe hiring manager first thing tomorrow morning ☺️☺️☺️

lots and lots of things to do today!

@wbn @wbn january was emotionally fucked up

april was emotionally weird

september is gonna be baaaad

i started crying yesterday when i found the entry in my hobonichi from january 1st about how i rode the JR aimlessly all day and ate yoshinoya because everything was closed

good morning

there is just one person at work who makes me feel like my thoughts and opinions are valid and im so grateful for that one person

im seeing my therapist in-person again, thank god, and i am trying to find an effective treatment for ADD

here’s whats up, i am becoming a real-real official swe soon

back to this site because i have certain feelings about posting on the other one rn

@wbn this fell apart quickly

i’m back home
i dont feel suuuuuper great but i did some good things for myself today and i intend to keep doing more good things for myself this week.
thanks.