admittedly massage therapy has helped for that. and the weather. it's grey overcast and cold outside, my muscles have been beaten into submission, and honestly i'm ready to hibernate, goodnight everyone
real footage of me after realizing i've worried the crucifix off my fidget bracelet (again)
i really need to get on amazon and order more st dymphna medals + crosses + jump rings because my poor fidget bracelet is just. mildly in pieces again. did recover st dymphna but idk man, i think that crucifix is well and truly gone. probably in the h-mart parking lot. JC decided He wanted to stick around for the red bean donuts, it's fine, it's fine
@blausky it seems to be better now! but i did notice that it did have to cough up a hairball for about 10 mins or so there.
idk if i will be able to pull myself together to actually do a proper bit of rp of me staffing the place for an evening but goddammit if i didn't have a satisfying evening of researching this stuff anyway 
can you express your love for #ffxivrp by making menus? idk but i'm gonna try to find out. #ffxiv http://bit.ly/wassailbunc
need to go out somewhere? anxious about being out? i can wear these things i'm excited to wear. and there goes some of that roadblock.
vitamin pills just too big? okay. we'll take some gummi vitamins instead.
hands dry? we'll get some hand cream that is nice to use and make sure to carry it around.
every little thing helps. every little opportunity to take care of yourself better counts, and it all adds up. nothing is too small, and nothing is too big either.
a big part of self care, the part that isn't as glamorous but i think is much more important, is "how do i make this easier. how do i streamline."
but both approaches to me boil down to the same thing: "how do i make it easier to rebut my own excuses for not doing something that is good for me?"
30 y/o - token cishet - tumblr refugee. spoonie/15 chronic conditions in a trenchcoat/actual cyborg. just hangin' in there 