Harp the Wigglytuff @wigglytuffitout@computerfairi.es

i kinda miss pc building

like this will tell you a lot about my family lmao, but helping my dad do pc building shit was a lot of good childhood bonding memories

(less building up from scratch, more for upgrading this bit or that bit over time or mushing things around to make remnant frankenmachines, but still)

....however i now use laptops thanks to disability and there is No Way i am building a Fucking Laptop

'carry on my wayward son' is far too rad a song to be associated with the dismal nonsense that is supernatural

@dysphoricunicorn in a pinch, la croix will do as well

but ONLY if you then include an avocado toast heat sink

@dysphoricunicorn for the true optimal performance, make sure your pc is cooled with evian, fiji, or - for exceptional performance - perrier

so has anyone photoshopped the goatse hands onto that black hole yet

anyway my whining aside y'all wanna see my new buddy

tw for a gnarly looking bruise which is the result of the trigger point injection into my pec minor that i got friday

not pictured: the pretty big goose egg underneath my skin accompanying it (also no eye contact and no titty so y'all can be prepared, i didn't have to pull my shirt down that much)

i've not had this with a trigger point injection before and i've about made up my mind to call the office tomorrow

H U R T S .

@monorail OH they have some free tickets if you go in the news for the drinks that increase certain secondary ability chance! i think main power up is one so far

at least you can grind for chunks using those?

"but all the privates are covered! it's not nsfw!" is as hollow as a foot fetishist saying "how dare you, it's not a creep shot, i was just taking a picture of her shoes, not her underwear!"

and honestly, when it comes to fat women, this train always seems to come to end at one station - "but you should be flattered! isn't it nice that SOMEbody is finding you sexy? i mean, you can't be choosy... you're fat, after all...."

it's the same ol' shit, no matter how many uwu rainbows it is rolled in

honestly i would be happy if people just met me halfway and tagged their obvious fetish art as nsfw.

you have an inflation/feeder/fat kink. great. please do me the courtesy of saying "yes i want to be part of that" or "no i don't want to be part of that"

seeing it untagged does not mean i get basic respect of consent, i get roped into the kink regardless of my feelings and comfort.

at that point your kink isn't fatness, it's making people into unwilling participants to view your kink

if someone is still viewing fat women in a way as meat to be consumed, as something to selfishly fuel their kink and nothing more, shit's fucked. period. point-blank.

i'm tired of seeing it.

i do not like it in a box. i do not like it with a fox. i do not like it, sam i am. so tag your fucking porn before i put your head on a motherfucking pike.

listen, i do not particularly care about the artist's orientation if they still are drawing fat women's bodies with an aggressively cishet male gaze style, and if they are only seeing those bodies as fulfillment of their fetish, not as where souls inhabit.

"but they're not a cishet dude, they're-" then they've got some fucking work to do unlearning bad habits, and i am not going to casually submit that i must be the bonfire fuel to light their learning.

ah yes, the scylla and charybdis of wanting to see more fat bodies represented in art, but really hating that 99% of them seem to be drawn as a fetish

and tbh i think 90% of my self-care is bribery lmao

like, showers hurt. i need to still do them but they hurt because of body ouch.

but i can use a nice shower gel and one of those shower fizzies and make it nice enough that i can overcome that inertia of "oh god this is going to hurt" and actually... do the thing

the thing that i actually do > the things that i don't

self-care everybody! lmao

anyway i'm hoping i can say mostly philosophical stuff instead of WHY NOT JUST BUY SHIT because... i just feel like it's an important hurdle to be like "you're ok if you halfass shit"

like, my eye cream. is it the very bestest best with best reviews? ...i mean not really. why did i get it? because i think the rolly ceramic ball applicator is fun. and you know what? that means i'm actually using it.

the mediocre eye cream i actually use is always going to be better than the best one on my shelf

(anyway tangential sidebar here that'll get me thrown out for bad praxis, but hey zero-waste eco-warriors? please remember disabled people exist and some of us will NEVER be zero-waste, no matter HOW much we try. less waste is a great goal, but please direct more ire on corporations, less ire on "i'd like a straw so i can drink my drink please" from disabled people and "a disposable one-use cleaning cloth is the only way i have spoons to wash my face most days")

in a perfect world everyone would have the energy to do these full routines, or to keep up with laundry and use special washcloths and w/e

but if a face cleansing wipe is something you can do, do it. it's ok to do that. it doesn't matter if it's not part of a perfect skincare routine, and you shouldn't let thoughts of environmental impact freeze you in place if you're disabled and are faced with that choice. go for the cleansing wipe you're going to actually use, not the stuff you aren't